The story about my Awakening

I had a dream, so real, so pure, so full of the new me!

Finally, I could accept, be, show and express myself fully.

I am no longer a puppet on the strings of society, my family values, or all those unspoken expectations.

I want to be free, free of my burden, free of my past, free of judgment by others, free of caring about other's values.

No more old demons from my past, no longer the need to fix myself or the things that went wrong.

I learned my lessons from the past, I opened my eyes to become aware of my radiating love.

I learned to acknowledge the old emotions of my inner child,

with my full attention and compassion, it will be enough to find closure for them.

I am grateful for the hard work my good old ego did, to survive my past,

but I shouldn't hold onto it any longer, not for old times' sake or to be my identity.

I dare to lower my walls, to take off my mask and to connect to people from my heart truly.

I am perfect, with all my imperfections, vulnerability, compassion, inner wisdom and love.

It became clear to me that my ego created core beliefs that are holding me back from what I want.

I believe it serves my purpose, to question all my old beliefs and firmly ask them to go!

I am aware of my old habits and as soon when they arise, every time again,

I will say goodbye to my fears and choose for love and joy in everything I do.

I want to be fully aware of life when it gloriously unfolds in the present moment.

Being there, feeling safe and confident, strongly relying on my 'higher self'.

Now I am following my joy, as much as possible, to feel fulfilled,

No more old ego... So long old habits... Hello, new me!

Henk van der Ven 5-9-2018